I love You. Today would have marked our 38th anniversary. As I’m writing the book on the Spirit Laws of Attraction, I needed to stop and take a deep breath, as I pondered the emotional cost the past had on my husband’s spirit.
Wally, you took such drastic steps, from beyond the veil, to get me through this rough spot. How do I thank you? I know the risk you took, through what you revealed to me. I’m aware of the pain you went through when you believed you would walk me over to the lower levels. This realization crushed your heart daily. The other spirits gathered around both you and my brother, for this torture settled through him and you.
At first it was only you and my spirit guide, but within a year nine more joined. Except for my brother, the others didn’t even know me. They joined to teach me to help their friends in spirit. Surprisingly, from what they told me, the thought of me killing myself crushed them as well. They grew to love me. I’m grateful for the miracle, and I know you are too.
Reviewing these past several years, now i understand the argument that crept up often. when you said you take me there, (meaning the lower levels). The group was concerned it would be too hard for you.
I love you. It’s a honor to have this connection with you, though different then in the physical. I can’t touch you, or go out to dinner with you, or sleep with you. I can though honor what we had and share it with others, on different levels.
I can’t thank you enough for unconditionally loving me and working with me over these past three years. I hope this book, I’m currently writing, serves you as much as you served the purpose of the Spirit Group. In honor of you, what we physically had and have now, I’m determine to embrace all you did for me, Wally.
Happy 38th Anniversary to us. Love you always, Renee