December 5, 2017
Music. It can push you out of an emotional rut. Today, I look around and see grey clouds. Arizona is stepping into its rainy cloudy weather. Mostly cloudy, but my mind isn’t. I went through four days of hell, and last night I found the culprit. Letting go of a condition in life has consequences. My need to cause a change overrode the ongoing assault. How did I do it?
I fell back on the lessons I learned from Beyond the Veil’s Law of Attraction. The successes from this training already grew roots, so I lived on those, instead of the old programs. I’m also aware that we continue to peel layers, as we heal, and this is just another layer.
December comes with a load of changes over these three years. I look back at the doormat that had Jasmine Renee stamped in it. I don’t even recognize her. She’s not part of my life anymore. I look back at another situation that occurred a year later and grins. I’m not there anymore, Thank Divine I continued looking at each December until the present time, and the evidence is clear. I am a different image. I’ve reached my authentic self. Loneliness is not a part of who I am. It seems logical for me to take this old dusty coat off of me, and create a new reality. Today, I will walk around my apartment and look at the walls, which hold my collages. I have started the process of re-inventing my world. Added a few strings of energy, which I’ll teach later, I am creating a home. A home where people can come. They can play their instruments, paint, write, cook or whatever they wish. Holidays will be an open door policy. I’m stepping into a world that shares and gives, through my house I’m creating.
In the end, if I have discovered the depths of loneliness, I never would rise -up to the situation and change. What a blessing.
In 2016 I published a book, A Life or Death Situation, which revealed how eleven spirits came to do an intervention on me. In 2017, I discovered it wasn’t an intervention. I was being schooled to become a spirit guide. I was to die April 14th, 2015. Divine Love saved my life. Book two of the series will be available sometime in spring.