Hippie Ghost Band Speak
Step Two. How to Educate yourself to recognize out-molded patterns
Daily you are given a choice to repeat behaviors and beliefs or to unplug from them. What you have been using is a programmed car [subconscious] that has been wired to take you from point A to point B. Imagine the following. You stepped into your vehicle and set out to the airport. This car knows one airport and only one direction to getting you there. You tried to program a new direction, but it chokes on it, and takes off, making sure it is fulfilling its requirement, getting you safely to the airport.
It would be worthless blaming the car since it has your best interest at hand. Also, this is all it knows. It is a machine and cannot tell what pro and con is. It’s a machine. What do you do? Do you keep driving the car or trade in its programming with new? These are the only two choices, though Jasmine believed there were three. It is this miscalculation that cost her dearly.
The above scenario is a replica of your brain. You have a conscious, subconscious and superconscious. You are ruled by the subconscious, which is exactly like a computer. Only you can get the bugs out and redo the input. Another cannot, though they can guide you through the process.
Jasmine Renee contribution kept her powerless. She knew enough ‘new age’ to be dangerous. She did know the roots of each behavior had to be unplugged and continuously weeded. Her motto covered this. Keep your mental garden watered and weeded. As we said, she knew enough to make her dangerous to herself.
We asked, are you tired of being powerless? Are you sick of being a prisoner to your out-molded beliefs? How much work are you willing to extend to free yourself?
She had two major belief patterns that had reaped their awards since her husband’s death. Both had fertile ground to grow, and take possession of her life. We held her accountable for creating this fertile soil. She now had full awareness of it, so it was up to her. From that day forth, she couldn’t blame. Jasmine lightly trod forward and began to let go of the blame.
Stopping her from blaming the world for all her problems didn’t come easy. She didn’t understand why she kept attracting the same experience? People will stay on the merry-go-round of similar events, with a name, or location altered. Jasmine needed to acquire the skills to see yellow and red flags. These two could signal you that a repeated pattern is approaching. Peeling the layers away is a method we use in the spirit realms. We decided to teach her the process.
Jasmine Renee Speaking: Why did the Doormat Reemerge?
Our brains start to be program early in life. It acts like a computer and wishes to keep things running. It has scripts for every experience we have encountered. Those experiences, which came with a punch of emotions, are the ones that lead us daily and on rare occasions. My spirit group informed me, my programming is still active. Each programming might take a mini-vacation while letting another pattern have the opportunity to dominate for a period, but this is temporary.
Their explanation met deaf ears. They were speaking an alien tongue, so another concept was presented. This one hit home and made sense. It also answered several of my questions.
When you met your husband, the self-saboteur and victim were on vacation. Other facets took the reign. The robust, vigorous and rebellious woman took center stage. My future husband didn’t see me as a doormat. Eventually, both the self-saboteur and victim returned from vacation and sprung back into action.
I could see where this played out, but it didn’t answer my question. Why did I slip back into the damsel role, when I started dating? The return of my old dating habits surprised me over the years. My spirit guide explained the roots to those patterns before I met my husband. All through my married life, I assumed my husband’s love healed me. My husband’s love did it. A lot of the doormat behavior stayed still in the riverbed of my mind, waiting to sprout new seeds. With Wally’s death, his viewpoint of me stopped being reflected, leaving the older tapes space to rise, with a vengeance. Throughout the twenty-nine years of us being together, I never saw myself, as he did. Within a year, after his death, the damsel sprouted. Their roots still were planted deep into the fertile soil, from tapes of distant years. I didn’t know what hit me. I just let the self- saboteur take over and put me back into my original car. The same one my late husband tried to help me escape.
For being an intelligent woman who was well read on areas of co-dependency and other addictions, I didn’t see it sneaking up on me. Why? Comfortableness. There is a familiarity with what we know. It feels like a broken in pair of shoes. Our desire pushes us forward into our addiction, which can be an old one, or a new one. Sanity erases itself, as we battle through obstacles to grab ahold of our independence. I did this.
My spirit group woke me up to what I was doing. I created this mess, and it was me who attracted these people into my life. Energy will attract similar energy. Like, attract like. My thoughts created this road to pain, victim, and doormat. At the time I dropped blaming, I noticed the constant anxiety attacks stopped.. Taking accountability started to heal me.
Once again they stepped in and explained a different format with healing. Though I’m familiar with releasing old patterns theirs was different. I was realizing the clone within me so my spirit could emerge.
April 2018, Beyond the Veil 101 Course will be available. Learn lesson Two. Walking out of your clone-self and into your Spirit path.